I know myself very well that I present myself different from others.
Whatever I think of,I'd just say it out,
disregarding anyone completely.
I follow what my mind tells me to,even though it opposes with my heart.
I ask myself for whom am I doing this for ?
Mocking at myself,destroying myself.
Whatever I get (in return)
There're only tears,confusion an troubled thoughts.
I have to tolerate this aching pain throughout my body and soul.
My weak point is right in the heart.
That strong composure that I show,
Frankly,it's almost killing me.
I want to be filled with love,
I want someone to understand me.
I must hide it internally inside my heart.It's nothing,in fact,that heart..it weak.
I know that you don't love me,
You don't care about me.
Deep inside my heart,it almost felt like it's disappearing,can't come to terms with it.
I pretend like i don't care but in fact my tears flow.
It hurts my entire heart and I can't find anyone who understands at all.

I've been in love all my life,never playing a fool with my heart.
but everyone who has entered my life,would soon leave after we've met.
Even though I've been devothing myself,
in the end it's still heart breaking every time.
So hurt that I'm getting used to it,
but I still don't like being alone.
As if the heaven above is just playing around with me.
Have me encountered all but pain and sorrow.
To that extent of not even knowing how real love looks like.
And I still haven't met anyone who's loved me sincerely.
Will there be anyone appearing to my life ? and who is taht someone ?
Who would love me sincerely,and not forsaking me later ? I would like to know.
Will there be a heart that I'll come to meet ? I would like to know whom you woud be.
The one whom would really end up as my ultimate love.
I would like to meet someone who's understanding.He doesn't have be perfect
or so good.
There might be fights or arguments,but he won't leaving me after that.
I would like to meet a heart so compatible,that we may stay together forever.
Not just someone who would simply approach me.

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